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[10 Nov 2006|07:07pm] |
So tonight Chrissy, Kylie and myself are going to see a midnight showing of the Buffy musical in the city. HOW FREAKIN' AWESOME IS THAT?!?!?
Yes, of course, after all this time, why has Chelsea decided to update now?
I have no idea.
Updates:
1) College is... school. That's all I have to say. I love the people. I'm friends with everyone in my classes (all the same people, we're part of a block) but we don't talk much out of school.
2) I'm stage managing the second time for a show there. That is fun. I like the backstage people there more than the actors sometimes but I do miss the stage. Musical is in the Spring.
3) I have a boyfriend. He's 21 and goes to Purchase. It's a crazy thing if you know me for me to have a boyfriend. That's pretty cool.
And those are the high lights. I'm glad everyone is well!
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[24 Sep 2006|12:17am] |
Okay. So some how recently I have stomped on the balls of the Gods of karma and they were punishing me. I have been trying to figure out what on EARTH I did but with no luck.
I had a three part root canal. It's still not over. I could go into the details but it's not pretty. Now the dentist is my worst fear. I was the 17 year old college student in the dentist's office with my mom holding my hand while I was crying hysterically. Forget about the pain. It was the anxiety and fear. It was awful.
It got better after a while. I'm not as scared any more. The work on the tooth though never ends. Luckily he has a DVD player in the room. I put on my Will & Grace DVDs and I have the dentist and the assistant totally distractred. I mean he's greeat, he does the job but when they have to let my tooth sit and stuff (that happens a lot when you need to have a crown) they just watch it. And while they work they ask me about the show which is fabulous because it totally distracts the drilling in my head.
The worst part about it was that I HAD AN EMERGENCY ROOT CANAL ON THE DAY OF MY CALL BACK. Of course I didn't make it into the play and I was so angry. If I had missed the audition, it wouldn't have been so bad but no. I had to go and rock the audition, completely feel totally confident about my acting which never happens and then get an emergency root canal. I missed a lot of school because I wasn't allowed to drive on pain killers. I don't really care that much. I already have my teachers all knowing my name. Except for the History of Cinema teacher because he likes to ramble on and on and on without breathing and then complain about how there's no class partipation.
I am seeing the Wedding Singer for the second time on Tuesday and I am SO EXCITED! It's just a nice uplifting thing.
My mom got another job on a talk show. She now works on the Dr. Keith Ablow show. She's mighty excited and I'm happy she left the stupid teaching business and went back to what she's fantastic at.
Despite the trivial poop that has been landing on my head where ever I step, I still have managed to keep up a positive attitude. Not about anything in general. Just about life. I spend a lot of the time feeling fabulous. I come home from school and I make sure that I have plans. I actually have a schedule book.
This week I will hopefully be able to test out using the subway to go into the city after school. I just leave my car in the parking lot and go into the city to take some dance classes. It's like... while I haven't been having the best of luck, school has been going relatively easily and I'm having the freedom I have been wishing for forever. Lehman College is hardly a seriously acedemic school. I respect it and it's a good college but I mean it's lenient and it is exactly what I need. I am not for the acedemics anymore. I've outlasted my ability to spend time in a class room.
I was never a book worm. I can handle math pretty well but my lack of passion for numbers is clear. If I am not passionate, I don't try. This has been a killer for me all my life and the one thing that I am passionate about, I'm finally getting my chance to work toward. I talked with the head of the Math dept. for an hour in his office. The same one who tried me to become a Math Major. We didn't talk about Calculus.. or vectors... or long division... we talked about theather. He gave me advice on acting schools in the city, on acting books, on vocal training.. He's a closeted performer. It was his dream and it still is and we plan to take classes at HB Studios in the city for acting. It was abso-fucking-lutely hilarious and bizarre.
Things are so weird now but I don't mind it. I feel like it's going to get harder but I feel ready to get through whatever is thrown at me.
I just have to write an essay on the Salem witch trials. I'm milking procrastination for all it's worth.
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[28 Aug 2006|09:55pm] |
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False fucking alarm.
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[28 Aug 2006|09:28pm] |
My step dad is getting rid of my cats
And I don't think there's anything I can do to stop him
My cat, Kimi, is seriously like my best friend. I gave up guys and dating or whatever forever and now all that I had to become a crazy lady who only lives with cats.. that whole plan is gonna be ruined.
I know it sounds like I'm joking...
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[24 Aug 2006|03:04pm] |
Not that I see him that often, but the fact that I'm not gonna see Roger anymore hit me kinda hard and it made me cry a little bit about this whole college thing for the first time. I went to see if MAYBE the day before he goes to college he was still working at Hollywood Video but nope. :(
anyway
I'm all registered for college. Haha the last to apply and get my butt on the move but I'm the first of all my friends to be registered and have my classes. I'm just efficient like that.
I'm already quite the teacher's pet in the math dept. This makes me feel like I am way ahead of myself. Most of the administration immediately remembered me because I kept having to return to them. "Oh, no guys, Chelsea's back!" I love it. I'm so happy with how this whole college thing is going and I haven't even taken my first class.
The Math Dept. is trying to recruit me to be a Math Major. One of the math teachers was interested in performing as well and he was recommending all these places where I should be taking classes for performing arts outside of school. My mom was like "why are you convincing her to drop out of college??" He's like "... not drop out... maybe just be a part time student," as he would wink at me.
This was so uplifting. The summer has been so amazing. Anthony and I started crying over the fact that it's ending and how it has been so much fun. Even now with all of this silly turmoil, I am just ecstatic that my summer has been absolutely phenomenal. Anthony was like, "you're still gonna have a reunion in like the middle of the year?" I was like "are you kidding? Anthony, you're one of my best friends, so if we only hang out for a reunion, I'm gonna be pretty depressed!' And he was like "okay, good" haha.
Yeah so Mia and Kristie are coming over. Remy still has to ask his mama. Or maybe he did. He's never really clear on this stuff. Either way it should be a partay.
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[20 Aug 2006|12:57am] |
Soooooo today I visited my college! For the first time! lol it was fun, I reeealllyyyy like the campus.. I totally missed orientation but it was good because my Mom and I just got to explore the empty campus which is rare and it was good mother/daughter time!
Then I came home and went to see Pulse. I am no longer paying to see horror movies in theaters. It's not worth paying 10 dollars to cover my eyes for two hours!
Tomorrow I am going to Six Flags with my favorite people in the world!!! It's going to be a lot of fun. I KNOW it is. RIDES RIDES RIDES!!! Kingda Ka! Who better to risk your life with than your bestest friends?!
Tonight I have had another fun fun fun conversation with my new best friend Sean lol and yeah so it topped off the day pretty nicely!
Tis all! I'll try and keep updating!!
<3
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| my Xanga entry |
[19 Aug 2006|01:25am] |
Okay I'm updating mine (Xanga) and helping Remy bring back Xanga even though LIVE JOURNAL IS WAY BETTER
So this week has been EXHAUSTING!!! We had our Will & Grace night on Tuesday... Charlie Ashley and Chrissy came over but Charlie and Ashley left early so then it was just me and Chrissy and we watched, made fun of, criticized, laughed at and LOVED High School Musical lol. It was her first time!
Then Wednesday I got to go back to Bayside and see my sexy camp lovers again!! It's been a while.. so Remy and Anthony and Kristie came over and it was like ahhhh home lol MIA DITCHED US!!! Kristie took this picture and we both think it's very funny.. it's when Remy wouldn't MOVE from the CHAIR because he thought it was more comfortable with us squished in a painful angle lol
But still it was tons of awesome fun and then we saw Melissa in Bye Bye Birdie. We were the loud obnoxious FUNNEST group ever and we had the whole YAAASSS thing going.
The next day we went to the beach, THANK GOD instead of the movies (nice work, Remington)... it was sooo much fun... a lot a drving unfortunately and a lot of getting lost but it was worth it because Michelle and Jessica got to come! Then that night we saw Jessica F in Jeckyll and Hyde. She STOLE the show. She was amazing lol and the rest were entertaining enough but they all made Jessica look even more fantastic than she already is which is awesome anyway! Remy Mia and Anthony almost came late and I totally thought they ditched us haha becuse they would SO do that but they came and then sat AWAY from us and I was like bitch no you didn't and I got angry and Jessica thought it was funny that I was angry lol
Remy: Chelsea, what's wrong?
Me: Sun poisoning.
Jessica: (laughing too hard to tell)
Then I drove Jessica K home and got home at 1:30 I hate driving...
Then I came back to Mahopac on Friday and had dinner with Andrew which was weird and fun at the same time and never a bad blend lol And I barely ate my food and I felt bad but it was okay because he took off his hat lol
And now I am just tired and am supporting the BRING BACK XANGA movement and Sunday we are going to SIX FLAGS and it will be SO MUCH FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAYYY ROLLER COASTERS!!!! YAYYY KINGDA KA!!!!
I'm done. Fantastically, Chelsea <3
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[25 Jul 2006|02:32am] |
I got a new camera! Whoo! Piccies behind the lj cut
( Whoo! )
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| Angela Anaconda theme song in my head... |
[19 Jul 2006|01:57am] |
Remember that show???
Go to www.RetroJunk.com and watch all the 90s Television Show Intros and some of the 90s commercials. It's sooo funny. The 90s Bumper Commercials are mostly Nickelodeon so if you remember watching Nickelodeon a lot as a child, you'll recognize most of the commercials.
Ahh eee oooh!
KILLER TOFU!!!
Eee ahh eee
Ooooh eeee ooooh!
KILLER TOFUUUUUUUUUU!!!
The shows... oh man, you WILL be walking through your past. Ahh! Real Monsters... Rocko's Modern Life... The Mighty Morphin Power Rangers... My Little Pony Tales... Gummy Bears... Are You Afraid of the Dark... The Secret Adventures of Alex Mack... The Mystery Files of Shelby Woo... Goosebumps... Okay, there are a lot. It's so sad. I'm sitting at my computer at 1 in the morning crying over the theme songs of old shows from my childhood. EVERYTHING IS GOING SO FAST!!!
Lame.
Camp has been hectic. Last year I was Miss Bubbly McBubblePants... This year I'm very bitter and strict when people are talking. Whenever the choreographers are talking and someone is talking around me, chattering in my ear, I explode. It's not good. The talking nor the exploding.
I've been so sad lately. I made a few changes in my life... removed a few people... It's kind of making things better... Still, it's been weird. I can't enjoy things to the fullest.
We had this awesome guest speaker at camp. Actually, he was one of the choreographers but he did a presentation about being on Broadway. It was so funny... he had great backstage stories and even sitting in the audience stories. When he went to see the Drowsy Chaperone recently, Liza Minelli sat next to him and she was crazy apparently. Surprise surprise!
I love Liza, though.
It's so much fun to be surrounded by such theater driven people. My closest friends go to either Laguardia or Frank Sinatra and they are sooooo theatrical. Especially this one kid Anthony. I knew him from last year but even more this year... He's very defensive of Liza... He's actually gotten me to kind of love her haha! But I can tell he must be a wonderful student. He's a WONDERFUL actor. He belongs onstage and he can do anything. Even our on camera teacher was rather impressed.
Another thing to celebrate... We're doing a Fosse number. Bye Bye, Blackbird with the actual choreography. Oh man, when our teacher, my friend's dad, who I have the biggest crush on EVER, did the dance break, I actually teared up at seeing Fosse performed right in front of my face so well. Yes, call me a loser but it was amazing!
The greatest thing is that I've been in the city twice in the past two days. Monday we saw The Band Wagon in Bryant Park. Everyone sat on blankets in the park and it was shown on a big screen. It was really cool.
Then today (or yesterday... Tuesday) we had these tickets to see a private screening for a movie coming out soon called (as of right now) School for Scoundrels, starring Jon Heder (Napoleon Dynamite), Billy Bob Thorton... Some supporting cast are Ben Stiller, Sarah Silverman, and Dan Fogler. It was a fun movie. It was a little strange. I mostly enjoyed sitting in the MGM Private Screening Theater. It was sooooo nice.
I LOVE the city at night. It's my happy place.
GO TO WWW.RETROJUNK.COM!!! It is really cool. REALLY REALLY cool.
Yay for the Long Island Railroad. And poo for it too because it's so expensive :(
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[08 Jul 2006|10:03am] |
Ohhhhh my goodness gracious, Johnny Depp is soooo schexy and amazingful as is Pirates - Dead Man's Chest.
So much fun this week.
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[02 Jul 2006|12:19am] |
Look at my icon, Danielle!
Keep your friends close... and your enemies closer...
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[26 Jun 2006|10:20pm] |
Alright... So my friend is leaving for North Carolina tomorrow. She was my first friend in Mahopac and like my only friend all through 7th grade. Today was her last day here. I have been hanging out with her for the past few days. We drove to Six Flags yesterday and she was poopy the whole time and pretty much spent most of her time cuddling with her boyfriend (who she's going to live with in North Carolina and go to college with) because she didn't feel well. I just kinda was normal with it. It actually didn't get to me that much. When I dropped them off, though, I wondered if she was focusing more on spending her last day with her boyfriend or with her friends.
I spoke to her later that night about it, and I was trying to make it clear I wasn't getting jealous or anything. I've had friend abandonment issues in the past and I was trying to hard to prepare for the fact that the last day, she may not want to have me around. So I asked her and she said no she anted to spend as much time with me and her cousin as much as she could.
I knew today she wanted to go to the city. I told her since she was only planning on going down for a little while and that she was going in the morning that I would rather not go because I've barely gotten any sleep lately and I'd rather hang out later in the day and sleep over while being awake than go to the city and be dead.
Well I waited all day for her to call to tell me when she got back from the city and eventually at around 5:30 to 6 IN THE EVENING I called her to see what was going on. She told me they just got into the city and she'd call me when they got back.
It's 10:30 and she's still not back and she's leaving tomorrow morning. I have tried all night to just not get upset about this but at some point I just started crying and felt like how I usually do when a frind does this to me. I've looked up everything about "abandonment issues" trying to find out how to just get over this shit but I can't. It's happened to me so often with friends.
I can't tell if I'm over reacting or not this time. One side of me thinks she'll come back and apologize and not have meant to do that and the other half just thinks she's just gonna forget about saying bye to me or having one last sleep over because she's having more fun there anyway.
What should I do to get over this crap?? I can never tell if I'm wrong or not. I know she should be having her fun on her last day so why do I get tso freakin selfish and upset???
I'm so passed being angry because I just can't stop crying and I can't figure out what I did wrong.
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[22 Jun 2006|09:26pm] |
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WE GRADUATED!!!!!! WHOOOOO I LOVE YOU GUYS!!! SEE YOU SOON!!! BE EXCITED!!!
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| Good morning! Graduation... |
[22 Jun 2006|07:42am] |
Graduation is today! Good luck to everyone on... walking and stuff. I hope you don't trip.
I hope it's worth it to go and say goodbye to everyone. I'll miss you guys!!!
:)
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[20 Jun 2006|10:00pm] |
YEah so budget didn't pass... Gina, remember when Mr. Kerr told our class about how much we did in our Junior year for the budget and how this year Juniors pretty much did squat... even this year, my mom and i went around and took off every "VOTE NO" sign we could find (hehe) and what the fuck is this. Fuck Mahopac.
I don't know whether or not to try and convince Kylie to switch schools. I can't imagine her growing up without drama.
Can't they do private clubs where you have to pay to participate? They do that at a lot of highschools.
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[15 Jun 2006|04:53pm] |
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Can everybody tell me what time THEY think we need t be at the prom. Each person specifically what they heard.
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